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consistency

Created: July 26, 2026

hey internet! how's it going? (wait- you can't respond... yet...)

i'm going to rant a little and talk about how frustrated i am with how inconsistently i work on my projects. i want to blame my adhd, and it is partly to blame.

i am on medication though, and although it has helped immensely with my focus, i think it has actually made my impulsivity worse. i know that sounds confusing, but it's kinda similar to ice cream sandwich's experience with vyvanse. i can focus, but if it's on the wrong thing, then i won't get anything productive done. for example, i'll just scroll through regurgitated personal finance videos on youtube all day (i kinda want to talk about personal finances here on the blog since i feel they are important to me).

i could alleviate this by planning and actually following through with said plans. i've noticed that the follow through part is pretty difficult since i have some tasks on taskforge that i haven't done in a while.

bonus lifehack: oh yeah one thing i learned today was that siri can help you track when you've taken your medicine. i don't usually trust siri to perform any tasks, and i usually try to do everything i need to do manually on my phone. today, i asked siri to track my medicine, and to my surprise, it actually did it! it's been that easy this whole time!?